I’m at a point where I’m comfortable and content, but it’s only going to last 2 more months. I’ll have to decide my moves wisely and practically, without compromising my passions and personal happiness. I had a heart-to-heart with one of my closest guy friends and he’s in a rut too, but he’s 6 years older. It difficult to see someone who is successful in their career, but is actually conflicted and unhappy about every other aspect of life. If I was my friend, I’d be ecstatic to be making that much money, but he’s stuck doing something that was NOT what he went to school for OR his passion. It all comes down to money, and when I think about my future I feel totally screwed. I know this shit isn’t supposed to be easy, but maaaaaan- does it have to be this tough? Again, I try to stay positive and optimistic about things, but it’s a conscious effort that I really must try to make. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst.
On a lighter note (which makes me seem totally bipolar lol), my boyfriend drunk texted me a few nights ago (normal) and said some sweet things followed by “let’s go to New York! I’m serious. for real” lol I didn’t take it seriously until he talked to me sober and brought it up. That financial issue and question of my future was stopping me from saying “yes” right away, but he’s pretty persuasive. Soooo, guess I’m going on vacation at the end of summer to the Big Apple! :] lol, updated!
